Hai my dear blog friends ... today is kind of good luck day... because yesterday night really i can sleep well ....  wow...  it is really need to be big wow... i can think well now and can do something not stressful ...now bit by bit i am recovering from my pain in my heart... i want to be more braver than i know..... i can not think i am the one wrong ... it cause me very guilty until i can't be happy...... every time i opened my facebook i am really worried if my ex boyfriend come online ... because every time we chat is not like a friend... like a enemy mostly... i want  to be friend with him not be scared with him...... so , i need to be more braver than i know my self and can not look back.... past is past.. now i need to look forward... that's my future .. past can't do anything.....